Monday, November 11, 2024

Grace, Mercy, and Peace to you my Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ!

 




We have been praying often for each of you and give thanks to our Lord Jesus Christ for your docile hearts and your desire to serve Jesus’s beloved poor.

We are so eager to share with you what Jesus has been doing here at Santa Maria Magdalena’s home. There are so many glorious and holy things that have taken place because of your love for Jesus, for us, and for those, the home supports, it is safe to say that we are excited about this newsletter.

With that being said, we would like to take a moment to honor just exactly what Jesus has been doing here because of you.

The Gift to Serve: The Priest Retreat

Thank you to those who helped with prayers and donations for the 3rd annual Priest retreat. It was such an honor to be allowed once again to serve the Priests of the Chachapoyas Dioceses along with our current Bishop and as well as our Bishop of Moyobamba Dioceses where we served our 1st year in Missions. Having both the bishops together was a blessing for Gabriel and I.  

Please pray for our Priests who desperately need reinforcements, and please pray for an increase of Priestly Vocations in our dioceses. But more so please pray for our current Priests that they may be protected by attacks from the Devil. That they will be committed to prayer, rest, and renewal. They are in a lot of danger spiritually speaking as they are very overworked. Some say up to 6 masses a day with at least an hour's drive or more between communities, which is not at all a schedule that allows for intimate personal prayer.

Please join us in asking the saintly women, Maria Magdalena, Joanna, Susanna, and all the other women who provided prayers and financial support to Jesus and his disciples to intercede for us on our behalf. Join us in our pleas, that these brave and generous women intercede for us for an outpouring of wisdom on how we as lay missionaries can help our priests find rest and renewal through Jesus Christ.

 

 





Not all of the Priest could attend because of a mudslide 

The last day of the retreat

 

All Saints

Once again, this year we celebrated All Saints as a community together. We began the evening with the celebration of the word, and then after we had a costume contest. The children dressed up and presented their Saint’s history to us. They all did such a wonderful job. And of course, we broke bread together and shared a meal with the community.

Check out some of these great saint costumes.

 

Sacrament of Confirmation

On November 4th our community of Santa Clara traveled down the mountain together to attend the Confirmation mass. 9 people from our community received the sacrament of confirmation on this remarkably blessed day for our little Catholic family.





Gabriel’s Confirmation

Gabriel received his sacrament of Confirmation in Chachapoyas at a stunningly beautiful Church. Gabriel was so blessed to have Father Robert as his padrino for confirmation and he was also delighted to be surrounded by so many wonderful priests who have watched him grow in his faith over the years.   The Priests even had a special private lunch with Gabriel's favorite Peruvian dish called Lomo Saltado waiting for him after mass.





Pastoral Visit

One of the most incredible things occurred this past October for Gabriel and I. We were blessed to receive Sarah Granger and Teresa Reardon to our mission post. To receive the Director of Family Missions Company was such an honor and so life-giving. To be able to share with them our little community and the home’s mission was more than we could have ever dreamed of. They both were able to meet those we serve and to see in person the miracle that Santa Maria Magdalena’s home is. On top of that, they came loaded down with supplies that we needed from the USA.

Teresa blessed Gabriel and I so much with her ability to take pictures for us while we served throughout the week they were here. It is a challenge for Gabriel and I to take pictures because we are always on the front lines, Gab with a guitar in his hands and I often times in front of those we serve leading or praying with them making it nearly impossible to discreetly take pictures. So the photos she took are such a gift for us.  

Here is a short testimony that Sarah Granger wrote about her visit here.

                                                          Felicita is Not Forgotten

                                                              By Sarah Granger


Felicita


Eighty-eight year old Felicita feels forgotten. She wakes up every morning up in the mountains of Peru next door to a locked Catholic chapel. As the number of Catholics in town dwindle, the catechist has given up opening it for a liturgy of the Word every week as he once did. 

In the evenings, as she carefully walks down the mountain from her farm, she hears joyful singing from the Seventh Day Adventist church up the road. Almost all of her friends and neighbors have joined that church, or the Evangelical church around the corner, and they have invited her many times. 

As much as she longs for community, longs to hear the Gospel preached, she can’t bear to leave her Catholic faith. Her parents baptized her Catholic, made sure she received her sacraments, and when the priest from a town hours away comes once a year to say Mass, she rejoices to receive the Eucharist. 

She doesn’t blame Father for coming so rarely, after all, he has 250 towns like hers to attend to, and an unreliable car.

She feels heartbroken about her 12 children, though. Each of them were lovingly baptized when she and her husband were younger, and the Catholic Church was the only one in town. Fewer priests and newer protestant churches led to them leaving the Church, one by one. Now she is the only practicing Catholic in her family. She loves her children, and though they have moved away, they occasionally visit. They ask her why she doesn’t join their church. She can’t, she says, she loves her Catholic faith. Though she agrees with her friend Luisa, people get hungry for the Word of God. Who can blame them for leaving when the chapel is locked up?

One day, an American lady named Karen with a big smile and two beautiful kids comes all the way up to her town. Karen’s family gathers children in the center of town and plays games, teaches them praise songs, and then visits Felicita. She’s a Catholic missionary! Karen and her kids share the word of God and visit. They listen to Felicita say how, although she feels lonely in her faith, she’s never alone. 

“My kids tell me not to walk alone to my farm,” Felicita smiles, “but I’m not alone. I talk to God all the time. They say ‘What if you fall?’ I do fall, but God helps me up. He’s always with me.”

Karen gets permission to bring the Eucharist to Felicita. Felicita and Karen rejoice. They have a communion service on a little bench outside of the locked church. Jesus is palpably present. 

Felicita is not alone, not forgotten.

--

Sarah Granger

Executive Director

Family Missions Company

 

Watching our special guest to get off the plane

1st picture taken after tons of hugs 

Everyone in Santa Clara came to great Sarah and Teresa 

After a Mass in one of our pueblos 


Healing Retreat

Though we were extremely blessed by a pastoral visit, I cannot help but believe that the women who the home serves received the largest gift. FMC’s director Sarah Granger led a two-day healing retreat. It was so life-giving for all those who attended. It was so remarkable to watch Jesus and the Holy Spirit in action. The women who attended were set free from so many lies that the world had told them. They encountered love, mercy, and forgiveness during the retreat, and for many, it was their first time to experience Jesus in such a real way. Please join me in praying for each of these beautiful women, I also ask you personally for prayers for myself as I continue to journey with each of them. Lastly, please join me in prayers of thanksgiving for the incredible gift that the retreat was for this community, and in lifting up Sarah Granger and her servant’s heart for leading the retreat. And for Tereasa Reardon who so humbly served during the retreat.

I feel my director’s testimony that she shares is so beautifully written and worth sharing with you all.

A God Who Heals

By Sarah Granger

The group of women who attended the retreat


Over twenty years ago, God called me into foreign missions.  

I came with a lot of woundedness. My difficult marriage had ended, leaving me to raise three beautiful children alone. I felt shame and fear as I faced the future. In that place, God led me to an awesome counselor, walked with me to healing, and called me to serve Him as a lay missionary with my kids.

I felt certain that my wounds would hinder my ability to serve the people of Mexico, but I was wrong. 

When women saw that I was a single mom, they immediately knew there must be some pain in my past, and felt drawn to share their brokenness with me. Many, like I had been, were in abusive relationships, many were raising kids alone, so many were hurting.  

Talking to my counselor after my first year, I felt overwhelmed by the pain that I was encountering. “I think I need to come back to the US and get a counseling degree,” I shared, “I have no idea what to say or do with all of the mess that these amazing women are dealing with. All I can do is hold their hands, and cry with them, and share with them how Jesus has saved me. Sometimes they let me help them in other ways, but usually crying and praying is all I can do.” “I think that’s all you should do,” he told me, “I think they need a missionary. Therapy is great, but it takes years of commitment from them. You meet them where they are, and lead them to a God who heals.” 

 I returned to my mission post, determined to keep leading as many of my friends as possible to Jesus, the God who heals. In my current role as director of FMC, I always keep that goal in mind.

 Last week I had a chance to lead 20 women in a Healing of Emotions retreat in the mountains of Peru. We only had two days together, and I wondered if they would feel safe opening up and receiving healing from God.

 I was blown away. Thanks to the trust that Karen, the full time missionary in that place, had built with each of the women there, they came ready to share their hearts and receive God’s mercy, grace, and love. 

 I told them of my brokenness, and they opened up about theirs. 

 So many of their stories were much darker and harder than mine - one sweet older lady had been abandoned as a baby in a small town where no one took her in for months as she crawled from house to house to beg for food; one had been beaten regularly by both parents and then by her husband; one had been married to a witch doctor for 18 years who abused her and their children; many had to leave home at 9 or 10 years old to work full time to help support their families. 

 One beautiful lady wept as she recalled the joy she felt as a seven-year-old when she was told she would be able to go to school and learn to read, only to be pulled out of school soon after to care for her younger siblings because both parents had to work full time. 

 “I have never felt loved,” another heroic woman shared, “not by my parents, not by the father of my children, never.”

 The brokenness was overwhelming. It was hard to understand what God could do with my little words over two short days.

 Part of the retreat is to introduce the women to “safe space” prayer, a type of Ignatian imaginative prayer where we invite Jesus to come to us in a place where we feel safe, share our hearts with him, and listen to what he has to say. After this prayer time, one of the ladies said, “I never knew prayer could be like that. Jesus really loves me and comes to me. I can’t wait to tell my children and husband!” 

 “I feel like a huge weight that I didn’t even know I was carrying has been lifted,” another woman shared, “I can’t wait to tell everyone I know about what Jesus can do.”

 Jesus heals, he meets us in our darkest and most broken places. He lifts our burdens.

Even after more than twenty years of sharing, I can’t wait to tell everyone I know about what my God who heals can do!

--

Sarah Granger

Executive Director

Family Missions Company 

These women are priceless

The 1st night we had a celebration of the word and many received the body of Christ

Sarah giving a talk 

Preparing Dinner for the retreat


Brothers and Sisters in Christ, I truly desire to share so much more with you about what Jesus is doing here, but I know you all have so many tasks at hand each day, and do not desire to keep you from them. I am grateful for the time you have allowed me to share with you.

 

However, I would like to ask you to pray for the following

 

Please pray for Gabriel and I, to decrease so that Jesus can increase within us. 

Please Pray for my two oldest sons as both of their wives are expecting their second child.

 Please pray for my daughter Julianna

 Please pray for our Priests here

 Also please pray for the upcoming mission trip planned for March 1-8, 2025. That it will become a reality and that those who Jesus invites to give a week of their lives to the poor will truly encounter Jesus in a real way through those they meet.

 

Please send us your prayer request, it would be a blessing to pray for your intentions.




May we learn how to love like Jesus! 

Karen and Gabriel Del Castillo 

Mission Post: Casa De Santa Maria Magdalena: Caserio Santa Clara, Amazonas, Peru 








Monday, August 19, 2024

God punished me!

 


 It is truly heartbreaking to hear so many say that "God punishes". But it is indeed the reality here. Meet Eusebia an older lady who lives in our little Caserio. She is a regular here at Santa Maria Magdalena’s home and Gabriel and I have been getting to know her a bit more intimately here lately.

On one of our visits to her home where in she runs a small bodega, she shared with me that my blue eyes, light skin, and light hair reminded her of her daughter, because her daughter had been born with colored eyes and light complexion which is very rare here in Peru but does happen in the mountain regions.  I thought that was so sweet until I saw the tears coming from her eyes and learned that such memories brought her great sadness about losing her daughter so many years ago. She explained to me that her daughter died when she was only 2 years old.

When I carefully asked how she died she told me that "she died because God punished her". I gently asked why she thought God punished her by taking her daughter and she said that it was because she had left and stopped going to Church for a few months after she gave birth to her daughter. She said that “God was angry with me for leaving the Catholic Church and punished me by taking my daughter's life”.

My heart just sank for so many reasons. One, is for the fact that we just celebrated Eusebia 65th birthday as a community here at Santa Maria Magdalena’s home. And to know that she has been living with such pain and unwarranted guilt about her daughter's death for over 40 years, is just so heartbreaking. Secondly, my heart sank because this is the reality here, so many have a mistaken understanding of the truth, which prevents them from experiencing the love and mercy of Jesus out of fear. Instead, they have been given man’s twisted account which is far from the truth in which we can find in the Bible.

I feel that the concept of Free Will has not reached much of Peru or at least those I have encountered. The confusion of the effects of our actions and the consequences of them has been very distorted at best.  The Church teaches that punishments must not be conceived of as a kind of vengeance inflicted by God from without, but as following from the very nature of sin.”(CCC 1472) In other words, when we freely choose to sin, we take upon ourselves the consequences of sin, which we often refer to as punishment.  In essence, we punish ourselves when we sin, not God. 

This confusion is so immensely full of despair. If the majority of the poor feel that God or Jesus punishes and lays down traps and tempts them throughout life then who or what is it that they can turn to for help, mercy love, and forgiveness? So many I meet and pray with feel that they are condemned and have a great fear of God. These lies and mistruths keep them bound and prevent them from falling into the arms of our Lord Jesus who died on the cross in order to save sinners like us. The fear and the belief that God strikes one down or takes one's daughter, son or other relative because of the sins one commits is just so against who God is but it is a very common ideology of the people we serve. And to be truly honest I am not sure what it is even founded on.  

Because when we turn to the bible, in search of the truth we can find that God is all-knowing. (John 3:20) We also know that he loved us so much that he sent Jesus his only son to die on the cross for our sins. (John 3:16,1 Peter 3:18-20)  Jesus’s death demonstrates the perfect love and mercy in which he has for every human being. It is far from a demonstration of fury, hatred, rage, and condemnation. Saint Paul encourages us to remember that “There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”(Romans 8 :1)

And let us always remember that we are human, and we fall sort of the mark every day. But we must take comfort in knowing that we may take refuge in Jesus no matter how it is that we fall short. And there is no better example of this truth than in the words of Saint Paul “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. I myself am the greatest of these. But for that very reason I was treated mercifully, so that in me Jesus Christ might exhibit his inexhaustible patience, making me an example for those who would come to believe in him for eternal life.” (1 Timothy 1:15-16)

So, we ask of you all to please pray for our sweet friend Eusebia that she will come to know the merciful love of our Father and of His son Jesus Christ. And please pray for Gabriel and I that we may be loving servants of our Lord and that somehow we may become true vessels of his love and mercy to all those we encounter. And lastly, be confident, though we are many miles apart we are praying for each one of you by name.

Karen and Gabriel Del Castillo

Mission Post Santa Maria Magdalen’s home

Caserio Santa Clara. Amazonas, Peru




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Monday, July 29, 2024

To Cry Is Human, but to Lament Is Christian / PART 2 / Where the Gospel takes you.


Shared from my journal entry dated June 29, 2024 | Saturday just 2 days after 

we were forbidden from leaving Peru.




Yesterday we celebrated the Solemnity of Saint Peter and Paul



I find it only fitting to share the goodness of our Lord Jesus Christ with you. After finding out that migrations will not allow us to leave Peru and return to the States for a short-term rest. Our idea was to find a place where we could lament and rest in the Lord and well, heal from the disappointment of our situation. Praise the Lord we have indeed found that place.

It is a little fishing town where we encountered the nicest lady named Milu, she is a spitfire and she is so in love with the Lord, and the poor. She has taken Gabriel and me in and has made sure our every need has been taken care of. She seems to be a very important figure in the small town. She is constantly on the phone planning the pickup and drop-off of donations. When she meets people on the street, she tells them she will be at their house later to drop off different items like baby clothes, strollers, and other items. All at the same time making sure that the townspeople are not polluting the beach or ocean all while taking Gabriel and I under her care and treating us like family. It is incredible and I am in awe watching her minister to the people here.

I told Gabriel she is such a role model for me and watching her defend the Gospel and the poor without shame and with such boldness gave me such encouragement. Gabriel told me that I would, soon be the Milu of Santa Clara when I am her age. (not sure if it was a compliment or a dig at how old I am due to the fact I just turned 50).  He said instead of the beach town, I would be the spitfire old lady known for defending the mountain and its poor people.

If Milu and her love for the Lord and for us was not enough Jesus made sure to shower us with so many days of wonderful Gospel Messages to encourage and fill our hearts. We as a family have always prayed each day with the Gospel reading for the day. And well the theme for the time we spent in the little fishing town once again seems to have been planned just for us.

Each day we were able to enter right into the Gospel readings. It is as if Jesus was speaking directly to us. Encouraging us, loving on us, being personal and intimate with us, and ensuring us that he was with us and that we are at the center of his will. It seemed we were living out the Gospel once again which if you know you know! There is no better place to be than where the Gospel takes you.

One of those days Gabriel and I were reflecting on the daily Gospel, which was the Solemnity of Saint Peter and Paul, and as we reflected on the lives that these two men had before coming Disciples of Christ, reflecting on their call to missions and what they were able to achieve for God’s Kingdom, we really had no idea what the Lord had planned for us.   

As we meditated on the fact Peter was a fisherman, and Paul was a tentmaker. Peter denied Christ, but then turned and strengthened his brethren; Paul persecuted the Church, the Body of Christ, but then turned and brought the Gospel to the ends of the earth. Their encounter with Jesus and their conversion of hearts leads them to a life of missions of sharing their testimony with others. They both lived to win souls for Christ including dying to themselves, and up to their martyrdom in Rome: Peter was crucified upside down on the Vatican Hill; Paul was beheaded.

Milu her niece and I


And as we prayerfully reflected on the fact that Peter was a man who was aware of his sin and how it offended God. His awareness of his sin would bring him tears of repentance and a contrite heart. Paul enjoyed a struggle and was ready for a battle, and to fight the good fight, he knew he needed the Lord because without him he was weak. He trusted not himself but in the Lord who could conquer all things.

These two amazing missionary disciples brought Gabriel and me a lot of hope and renewal of our faith and the love for our mission here in Peru as we prayerfully reflected on the Gospel Message and what it meant for our own lives. But you cannot imagine what came next. During our prayer time, the open doorway allowed the breeze and sweet smell of the sea and the sound of the ocean to accompany our morning prayer and as we wrapped up with a song, Milu appeared in the doorway to invite us to a procession in honor of Saint Peter and Saint Paul. With a bit of hesitation, we said yes. What a gift the Lord had for us,  it was as if it was Jesus himself inviting us as we were living the Gospel, we were on the shore being called to follow Him, we were in the boat with Him, we were with him when he calmed the sea, and we were just like the disciples, ordinary people who because of his mercy and love were changed forever and were empowered to share the Good News to those they encounter.

Gabriel and I have been to many processions since becoming foreign missionaries, but we never dreamed the procession we were invited to would be along the shoreline of the ocean, among whales, sea turtles and so many different fish, not even Milu who was born in the small sea town knew all their names. It was as if we were transported into another world. And it is safe to say that our broken hearts and disappointment of being forbidden from leaving Peru turned into sweet Joy and a new invitation to enter into our mission here in Peru in an even deeper way.


You may already know I am not one to take many pictures, so we have Milu to thank for these. I pray you enjoy them, and I also ask you to keep Milu in your prayers as we give thanks to the Lord for this incredible holy, and divine encounter and new friendship.

I pray this unbelievable, incredible, yet real testimony strengthens your faith in our Lord Jesus Christ! No matter where you are at, no matter the afflictions you encounter, or the denials and trials you face, be confident that the Lord is with you. Seek him in the Gospels and in the Sacraments. Be brave enough and dare to live out the Gospels each day! You may just find yourself in the middle of one of them, and all you have to do is reach for his hand, Jesus will be there, and he won't let go, he won't let you sink he won't let you drown! Just fix your eyes on him and be brave enough to give your life completely to him! I am confident you will not be disappointed. 



















Mission Post: Santa Maria Magdalena's Home 

Caserio Santa Clara, Amazonas, Peru   


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