Monday, April 21, 2025

Understanding the cost of loving God

Blessings to you my brothers and sisters in Christ.



We have been raised to life with Christ, and we must now seek the things that are above, Alleluia!

I pray your Lenten season was a blessed one, full of conversions both big and small. We are indeed called to conversions not just during the Lenten season but throughout the year. And with that said if we allow Jesus to make small changes within our hearts each day than we are on the right path. We just need to have an open and docile heart and Jesus will do the rest. With Jesus’s merciful love and his forgiveness, we can be made new again.

Now with the Easter season upon us we now must respond to the love which we have received. I often tell the poor here that Jesus was not kept on the cross by the three nails piercing his hands and feet but rather it was his love for us that kept him on the cross. With this in mind, we must respond, we must become his hands and feet here on earth, we must imitate his love, generosity and immense mercifulness to all those who cross our paths.

Though many approach the Easter season as if there is nothing more Christians need to do because Jesus paid the debt on the cross in full for us, believing there is nothing more required of us. Or even worse many people take on the approach or belief that that somehow Jesus owes us something or that we have a right to what he has to offer without paying a price for what we want!  However, this is so contrary to the teaching of the Catholic Church and the examples we find in the lives of the Saints. They understood just as in the secular world, that in the world of the divine “You get nothing, for nothing”, that there is a “cost of loving God”. Just like a true friendship or true love between spouses there is a demanding price one must pay, and this is no different when speaking of our relationship with Jesus.

More so, “God loves us so much that He expects us to love Him in return. And the price of being loved by the almighty is high, as also is the price of growing in His love. The more precious the commodity the higher the price, the most precious possession in the world is the love of God. You don’t get this, I don’t say for nothing or cheaply; you pay, and you pay dearly”. So, the question remains what is the cost of Loving God? What is the recompense for His prior goodness to us and as the wages so to speak? Father John Hardon S.J. wrote that God expects just two things from us. The first is the willingness to give up whatever pleasant things He may want us to surrender. The second is the willingness to take whatever painful things He may want to send to us!”  In other words, this Easter season we should focused on what the price is to love God! We should focus our attention and studies to the importance of what it means to pick up our own cross, and to embrace not only what it means to suffer, but the JOY of suffering, of redemptive suffering, in other words we should focus on the Cost of Loving God!

Saint Ignatius wrote “If God gives you an abundant harvest of trials, it is a sign of the great holiness to which He desires you to attain. Do you want to become a great saint? Ask God to send you many sufferings… All pleasures of the world are nothing compared with the sweetness found in the gall and vinegar offered to Jesus Christ- that is, hard and painful things endured for Jesus Christ and with Jesus Christ.”

With that said we should reflect on Pope John Paul II’s words in where he wrote that “suffering" seems to be particularly essential to the nature of man…  Suffering seems to belong to man's transcendence: it is one of those points in which man is in a certain sense "destined" to go beyond himself, and he is called to this in a mysterious way.”

In conclusion we should reflect on the words spoken from St. Philip Neri as he has been credited with saying that “The cross is a gift God gives to his friends.”

My friends in Christ, may we except the mission at hand to pick up our crosses, our sufferings, and hardships with Joy! May we recognize that because God loved us first there is a great response required on our behalf and to embrace the great cost of loving God! Between the sacrifices and the cross we must pay, lies the whole price of DIVINE LOVE!

Though I am writing this letter to you I feel that it is also a lesson I need to remind myself of. My heart and soul have been reflecting a lot on my sufferings lately, on the loneliness of the mission field, and the hardships of life in foreign missions in general. And now with the Easter season upon us, I was eager to find myself in a new season, perhaps with less suffering. And yet here on the first Monday of the Easter season, it is as if I am still in the season of many trials and suffering, feeling almost guilty for feeling this way as many are in a season of rejoicing, I remain close to our Lord and know that he loves me dearly and through the gift of the crosses that  I bear I am not alone in my sufferings as he draws near me every day and night helping me bare their weight. I desire to hold fast, to remain in his word and to make a plea asking for even more suffering!

Please pray for Gabriel and I and please be confident that we are praying for each one of you by name.

 Please pray for the mission here and the vast needs of all those we serve!

Below, I have attached pictures from the mission field, from the different Lenten activities that we celebrated with our community here.  I pray that you will enjoy them.

 

Gabriel and I thank each one of you for your love and support! The mission here would not exist without you!  

 



Mission Post: Santa Clara Amazona Peru


Stations of the Cross
Each Friday during lent we mediated on Christ's Passion; we had just simple mediations to a reenactment and even Stations of the Cross in the rain! 














Holy Thursday 


After the Celebration of the word and distribution of Holy Communion everyone in our community participated in the washing of the feet! 



There were 80 people who had their feet washed! 




We celebrated the last super with more prayer, fish and bread! 


Ending the night as a community, we kept watch of Jesus until the morning. The 1st hours were with the entire community and the morning hours until sunrise we took turns in shifts as not to leave Jesus alone! 


Holy Saturday Vigil Mass
Gabriel serving at Mass! Take a look at the buckets of water that will be blessed!








Easter Sunday 
We celebrated with the small Caserio's of Santa Clara and Buenos Aires leading a Celebration of the word and distributing Holy Communion 








Quotes used are taken from the following sources:

John A. Hardon S.J., Joy in Suffering, (Inter Mirifica, 25 January 2014)

 Pope John Paul II. Apostolic Letter Salvifici Doloris (11 February 1984).

Friday, February 21, 2025

"Suffering" seems to be particularly essential to the nature of man.” - JP II

 






Have you ever heard the quote “The more we are afflicted in this world, the greater is our assurance in the next; the more sorrow in the present, the greater will be our joy in the future” by St. Isidore of Seville

I have found a lot of comfort in his words, and I must believe the words of Saint John Paul II when he wrote "suffering" seems to be particularly essential to the nature of man.”

As suffering has really been a theme of mine and Gabriel’s life and of so many of the poor we live among here lately. With that said I have been reflecting on the book of Job for the last couple of months of the theme it contains of suffering and the salvific and divine meaning it has for us if we dare to embrace it.

You may be asking what prompted such writing. And all I can say it is where Jesus has me at the moment. As well as I feel that the theme of living in solidarity with the poor just continues to beg for more of us as our years in the mission field increase.  Let me explain to you a bit more, you see on January the 1st my friend Paula left this world, the world that inflicted so much pain on her. However, she was very much like Job. She accepted the will of God, and she never quivered, hid from it or cursed God for her suffering.  Her journey on this earth was not kind to her by any means. She was mute, she had been abandoned by her husband, her daughter was born with down syndrome, her sister that was in charge of taking care of her was in many ways like the wicked stepmother, a villain that took advantage of her in more ways than one.

It was hard for me to journey with Paula, to see her suffering and her last few weeks on earth were even more harsh than her 57 years of life had been. One Friday morning I had received a call saying that she was in the hospital, so I had rushed down the mountain to find out what was wrong. Her toes had turned purple. The doctors said that she must have had a cut, and it got infected. And due to her undiagnosed and not controlled diabetes she was going to lose her toes. This is all despite the Sunday before she seemed totally healthy at Church. I prayed with her and then stepped out to talk with her sister about treatment and asked how I could help. To my horrific surprise I was told that she would not give consent to the doctors to operate on her sister. I pleaded, I prayed, I involved the parish priest, and despite my pleas, Paula was sent home to die a very slow and painful death.

The rotten flesh grew quickly, within a week it moved from her toes to her ankle, the next week to her knee and by the next to her thigh, and next to her organs. Her skin was swollen and areas that had busted open were full of maggots feeding on my friends’ flesh.  I felt so much anger and sadness and each time I was visiting her, I could not understand why she had to die without trying to save her. For me I found it to be cruel, but that is the reality of where I serve. Due to an undiagnosed disease, uneducated family members, and the tolerance of pain and suffering that the poor deal with on a daily basis this situation that my poor fiend Paula was in, activity dying in such a gruesome way was to be expected and viewed as being normal.

But what was not normal, was the fact that despite all the suffering Paula reminded me of Job, she was confident and her actions reflected the words of Job in a real and concrete way for me when he stated “I know my Redeemer lives, and at last he will stand upon the earth; and after my skin has been thus destroyed, then from my flesh I shall see God, whom I shall see on my side”. (Job 19:25-27, RSV)

 Gabriel and I visited her throughout her final journey, Gabriel played her guitar, we sang songs, and we read the promises of her inheritance in God’s Kingdom made in Scripture to her. I was able to bring her communion during each visit and she never cried, nor did she ever shed a tear, during her final journey she remained smiling and full of confidence.

My heart was so happy when I received the call early on January the 1st that she had just passed away because I knew that she would now find the most perfect peace and love that she searched for her entire life for here on earth.

I ask you to please pray for Gabriel and I, as we are still mourning our loss of a dear friend and please pray for the poor here and all of the world that somehow Jesus can relieve their sufferings on this side of heaven. Please pray for Paula's  daughter Maribi who we have journeyed with for the last 6 years as we have lost her aswell, due to the fact that she has been sent away to live with another aunt 6 hours away despite our pleas made for her to live with us.




  

Please pray that we may we learn how to love like Jesus! 

Christ's Servants 

Karen and Gabriel Del Castillo 

Mission Post: Casa De Santa Maria Magdalena: Caserio Santa Clara, Amazonas, Peru 






We thank you for your prayers and your support. 


Without the sacrifices made by each of you this work would be impossible. 

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Sainta Maria Magdalena's list of current needs and opportunities to help the poor! 


Please prayerfully consider making a one-time donation to Santa Maria Magdalena’s home!

Or you can partner with us by becoming a monthly donor and help us maintain our current ministries, as well as the following new ways in which Gabriel and I have felt called to serve the poor here in 2025.

·         Maintaining our current monthly ministry expenses at $4000.00 per month

·         Dirt to cement floor project- We would like to lay cement floors in approximately 15 homes in our small town. Each home would roughly cost 1,000 so a total of $15,000.00. (update- we only need $13, 000.00 more to complete this project)  

·         Purchase of a used truck for our Parish Priests. The cost is estimated at $15,000.00 - $20,000.00

·         Repair of the chapel in Buenos Aires, a town we visit each week. Which remains closed because of the danger of it collapsing.  The estimated cost $8,000.00.

·         College Tuition for a young lady (Karina) who we have been so blessed to walk with. Housing, food, and studies per month will cost $200.00 a month so $2400.00 a year.

·         Television for Santa Maria Magdalena’s home to be used for teaching $500.00

·         Purchase of a Generator for the home $1500.00

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