Monday, April 21, 2025

Understanding the cost of loving God

Blessings to you my brothers and sisters in Christ.



We have been raised to life with Christ, and we must now seek the things that are above, Alleluia!

I pray your Lenten season was a blessed one, full of conversions both big and small. We are indeed called to conversions not just during the Lenten season but throughout the year. And with that said if we allow Jesus to make small changes within our hearts each day than we are on the right path. We just need to have an open and docile heart and Jesus will do the rest. With Jesus’s merciful love and his forgiveness, we can be made new again.

Now with the Easter season upon us we now must respond to the love which we have received. I often tell the poor here that Jesus was not kept on the cross by the three nails piercing his hands and feet but rather it was his love for us that kept him on the cross. With this in mind, we must respond, we must become his hands and feet here on earth, we must imitate his love, generosity and immense mercifulness to all those who cross our paths.

Though many approach the Easter season as if there is nothing more Christians need to do because Jesus paid the debt on the cross in full for us, believing there is nothing more required of us. Or even worse many people take on the approach or belief that that somehow Jesus owes us something or that we have a right to what he has to offer without paying a price for what we want!  However, this is so contrary to the teaching of the Catholic Church and the examples we find in the lives of the Saints. They understood just as in the secular world, that in the world of the divine “You get nothing, for nothing”, that there is a “cost of loving God”. Just like a true friendship or true love between spouses there is a demanding price one must pay, and this is no different when speaking of our relationship with Jesus.

More so, “God loves us so much that He expects us to love Him in return. And the price of being loved by the almighty is high, as also is the price of growing in His love. The more precious the commodity the higher the price, the most precious possession in the world is the love of God. You don’t get this, I don’t say for nothing or cheaply; you pay, and you pay dearly”. So, the question remains what is the cost of Loving God? What is the recompense for His prior goodness to us and as the wages so to speak? Father John Hardon S.J. wrote that God expects just two things from us. The first is the willingness to give up whatever pleasant things He may want us to surrender. The second is the willingness to take whatever painful things He may want to send to us!”  In other words, this Easter season we should focused on what the price is to love God! We should focus our attention and studies to the importance of what it means to pick up our own cross, and to embrace not only what it means to suffer, but the JOY of suffering, of redemptive suffering, in other words we should focus on the Cost of Loving God!

Saint Ignatius wrote “If God gives you an abundant harvest of trials, it is a sign of the great holiness to which He desires you to attain. Do you want to become a great saint? Ask God to send you many sufferings… All pleasures of the world are nothing compared with the sweetness found in the gall and vinegar offered to Jesus Christ- that is, hard and painful things endured for Jesus Christ and with Jesus Christ.”

With that said we should reflect on Pope John Paul II’s words in where he wrote that “suffering" seems to be particularly essential to the nature of man…  Suffering seems to belong to man's transcendence: it is one of those points in which man is in a certain sense "destined" to go beyond himself, and he is called to this in a mysterious way.”

In conclusion we should reflect on the words spoken from St. Philip Neri as he has been credited with saying that “The cross is a gift God gives to his friends.”

My friends in Christ, may we except the mission at hand to pick up our crosses, our sufferings, and hardships with Joy! May we recognize that because God loved us first there is a great response required on our behalf and to embrace the great cost of loving God! Between the sacrifices and the cross we must pay, lies the whole price of DIVINE LOVE!

Though I am writing this letter to you I feel that it is also a lesson I need to remind myself of. My heart and soul have been reflecting a lot on my sufferings lately, on the loneliness of the mission field, and the hardships of life in foreign missions in general. And now with the Easter season upon us, I was eager to find myself in a new season, perhaps with less suffering. And yet here on the first Monday of the Easter season, it is as if I am still in the season of many trials and suffering, feeling almost guilty for feeling this way as many are in a season of rejoicing, I remain close to our Lord and know that he loves me dearly and through the gift of the crosses that  I bear I am not alone in my sufferings as he draws near me every day and night helping me bare their weight. I desire to hold fast, to remain in his word and to make a plea asking for even more suffering!

Please pray for Gabriel and I and please be confident that we are praying for each one of you by name.

 Please pray for the mission here and the vast needs of all those we serve!

Below, I have attached pictures from the mission field, from the different Lenten activities that we celebrated with our community here.  I pray that you will enjoy them.

 

Gabriel and I thank each one of you for your love and support! The mission here would not exist without you!  

 



Mission Post: Santa Clara Amazona Peru


Stations of the Cross
Each Friday during lent we mediated on Christ's Passion; we had just simple mediations to a reenactment and even Stations of the Cross in the rain! 














Holy Thursday 


After the Celebration of the word and distribution of Holy Communion everyone in our community participated in the washing of the feet! 



There were 80 people who had their feet washed! 




We celebrated the last super with more prayer, fish and bread! 


Ending the night as a community, we kept watch of Jesus until the morning. The 1st hours were with the entire community and the morning hours until sunrise we took turns in shifts as not to leave Jesus alone! 


Holy Saturday Vigil Mass
Gabriel serving at Mass! Take a look at the buckets of water that will be blessed!








Easter Sunday 
We celebrated with the small Caserio's of Santa Clara and Buenos Aires leading a Celebration of the word and distributing Holy Communion 








Quotes used are taken from the following sources:

John A. Hardon S.J., Joy in Suffering, (Inter Mirifica, 25 January 2014)

 Pope John Paul II. Apostolic Letter Salvifici Doloris (11 February 1984).