Monday, July 20, 2026
1st ever Medical Mission trip
Tuesday, March 28, 2023
Bitter and Sweet Coffee Harvest
A few weeks ago, the 1st harvest of coffee
at Santa Maria Magdalena’s home was ready to pick. And before I had a chance to
pick the coffee; I was made aware of the fact it was time to harvest it, by
many different people who always walk up and down the small gravel road in
front of the home. Many stopped to ask if I would hire them to pick the coffee,
others wonder if I was leaving it to rot, and perhaps most believed I have no
idea what I am doing when it comes to picking coffee. And to be honest the latter is very true. Short
of realizing that every time I gazed out an open window or walked outside I
could see the huge amount of small bright red fruit hanging on the coffee trees
and could smell the sweet crisp aroma of the coffee in the air, much as if one
walked into a Starbucks, this gringa had no idea how to grow or pick coffee,
but there was one thing in their thinking that was wrong, I knew what I was
going to do with the coffee and that was to give it away!
I had been so excited for this day to come ever since
Jesus allowed us to purchase this land for his mission. I asked my friend
Maritza a single mother if she would help teach me how to pick the coffee, I
also explained that she would be able to sell it and keep the proceeds for her
and her children. It was so sweet to see how excited they all were. More so
their unbelief of why I would just give her all the coffee. She kept saying to
me, “it’s too much, just pay me a day’s wage”. (A day’s wage is 20 soles which
depending on the exchange rate is roughly $6.00 US dollars.)
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| EVERYONE GETTING FITTED FOR A BUCKET |
Though often I fail miserably at loving others like
Christ, I can at least say on this day I may have not missed the mark too bad, and
it felt so, so good. I am even more confident that is why Jesus is building
this home, to give all we have away, everything we have, even our lives for the
sake of the poor and abused unwed mothers and their children. I know in my
heart that this is the only way that this home will grow and succeed in its
mission to bring Unwed mothers and their children to the foot of the cross.
I cannot lie, though the day brought
about a sweetness to it. There was a bit of bitterness that came along with it.

ALL OF MARTIZA CHILDREN WORK HARD
It was a bitter day we harvested the coffee because It
was cold and raining. But it was the only day we had to pick the coffee, if we
waited longer the bright red fruit would fall on the ground and rot. It was
bitter in the fact that I never have seen three children so eager to work in
the rain and mud. It was bitter to see the young children at work because one
could tell that they had spent many other days working in the fields to help
their mother but only to make a small daily wage. There was a bit of bitterness
due to the effort of having to crawl through the coffee trees and escaping
death time and time again as we tried not to fall on the slippery slopes of the
field. There were many bitter moments when one of us would fall with a full
bucket of coffee due to the wet terrain. It was also bitter in the fact that as just as
much coffee we had in our buckets we also had almost as many spiders ranging in
all colors and sizes. Some were fast and others were slow, and well many
prayers were said, that they would not
crawl up, and out of the buckets onto us, some still managed to find their way up our
arms and even into our clothes. The next day Gabriel, Sarah, and I also
experienced the bitterness of picking coffee and that was due to the fact that little,
tiny insects from the coffee plants bored a home into our skin and took up
residence deep within causing us to itch immensely.
It was bittersweet to know that Maritza and her sweet
children were able in one day to make enough to sustain them for a month!
Bitter, for the fact that this is the reality here in Peru for unwed mothers. And
sweet for the fact that Jesus loves them so much that we are here to help them
and to Love on them in this way.
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| MARITZA IS HUMBLE AND SUCH A GOOD FRIEND, AND SHE TEACHES ME SO MUCH! |
I often reflect on how life as a Christian is
challenging and living in the foreign mission field even more so. Many seek a
comfortable life and desire to reap the benefits of their hard work. In fact,
the way the world nowadays reveals this to us makes one believe that we have a
right to obtain material goods and money and that we even have a right to store
these things up for a later date. Though we must remember it’s not at all a sin
to be rich, nor is it a sin to have possessions. In fact, the Catechism states
clearly that man has a right to have private property and goods. However, in
the same breath, it reminds us of the fact that “ownership of any property
makes its holder a steward of Providence with the task of making it fruitful
and communicating its benefits to others, first of all his family.” CCC 2404
And in scripture, we can learn what Jesus said about
this very thing.
The young ruler was told by Jesus to “Go and sell what you own,
and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow
me.” Mark
10:21 Or how about Jesus’s parable of the rich fool who built
bigger barns to store his grain in abundance found in Luke 12:16. We
even have the disciples give witness to the fact that they also had everything
in common that they shared their possessions among one another. Act 4:32
I never once thought that going into missions would be
easy mentally, physically, or financially. So, what propels me? What has kept
me here in a foreign land for almost 6 years? To be honest it’s these exact
types of bitter-sweet moments with the poor unwed mothers here which rekindles
my hope. This renewed hope is extended by my faith in Jesus, His resurrection, His
forgiveness of our sins, and the life to come! Like Saint Paul said in 1
Corinthians 15:18-19, “then those who have fallen asleep in Christ are utterly lost. If
it is for just this life that we have hoped in Christ, we are the most pitiable
of all men.”
Perhaps
our lives are to reflect the title of this blog, Bitter and sweet! We are all
called to live a life for Christ and to not count the cost of doing so which indeed can at times be bitter, but how
sweet is it to be able to be confident in the fact that we one day will be
awarded a place in the kingdom of heaven!
I have been reading a book written by Father
Sean Davidson about the life of Santa Maria Magdalena. And I have been
reflecting on what he wrote, “that the words found in Psalms 73:25 have become
the words of Maria Magdalena”, “Whom
have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing upon earth that I desire besides
you.”
How
impactful these words are! To love only Christ, in the same way, that Maria
Magdalena did is a goal I pray we all are striving for. To live only for Jesus!
That there would never exist a possession, nor any amount of money that would
distract us from fully loving Jesus and his beloved poor!
It is in
my holiest prayers that I pray we all can reflect on these words and what it
means to love like Christ. For us not to
count the cost of following Christ nor the act of giving everything we have, even
our own lives to the poor. I pray that we all can see beyond this at times
very miserable world, full of hatred and unjust situations, and focus our eyes
on the kingdom that awaits those who follow Christ in his mission and who help
others to do the same.
To the Santa Maria Magdalena's new webpage to make your donation/send an email/ or to read about the mission of this incredible home.
We love you all!
Karen and Gabreil Del Castillo
Mission post : Santa Clara, Amazonas, Peru -
Santa Maria Magdalena's Home

WE WERE ALSO BLESSED TO HARVEST COCOA

SNYDER KEEPING HIS BIG BOTHER LAUGHING WITH JOKES
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| ALONDRA AND SNYDER COLLECTING COCOA |
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| WE WERE ALSO ABLE TO GIFT COCOA EARLIER IN THE MONTH |
Tuesday, February 14, 2023
Pierce our Hearts, Lord
Pierce our Hearts, Lord
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| Elver with a wood carving that he made for Santa Maria Magdalena's Home and excited his wife is returning home. |
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It is a challenge as
Christians not to have a hardened heart, not just for me a full-time missionary
living in the mission field, but I would adventure to say that the challenge
can be the same for everyone.
Today’s Gospel reading is Mark 8:14-21
The disciples had forgotten to bring bread,
and they had only one loaf with them in the
boat.
Jesus enjoined them, "Watch out,
guard against the leaven of the Pharisees
and the leaven of Herod."
They concluded among themselves that
it was because they had no bread.
When he became aware of this he said to them,
"Why do you conclude that it is because you
have no bread?
Do you not yet understand or comprehend?
Are your hearts hardened?
Do you have eyes and not see, ears and not hear?
And do you not remember,
when I broke the five loaves for the five
thousand,
how many wicker baskets full of fragments did you
pick up?"
They answered him, "Twelve."
"When I broke the seven loaves for the four
thousand,
how many full baskets of fragments did you pick
up?"
They answered him, "Seven."
He said to them, "Do you still not
understand?"
In today’s Gospel, we
hear Jesus outright ask his disciples if they have a hardened heart, after
hearing them discuss the fact that they forgot to bring bread with them.
Therefore, they were in the boat together with only one loaf of bread. Needless
to say, they were worried and I can only picture that they were squabbling
among themselves a bit.
Jesus questions them
about their lack of faith and asks “Do you have
eyes and not see, ears and not hear? And
do you not remember.” Jesus desired them to remember the miracle that he
performed with the 5 loaves of bread. Wherein he fed 5 thousand
people with just 5 loaves of bread and after they all ate the disciples were
able to collect 12 baskets full of fragments that were left over. The point of
the Gospel is that Jesus is pointing out the disciple’s faithlessness
and the fact that they still cannot comprehend nor grasp who Jesus really is.
Much
like the disciples for the last 3 or 4 weeks, I have been in the boat like
disciples wrestling with myself over the fact that I did not bring enough bread
with me. It seemed I was offshore with no land in sight, and I felt like I was
not prepared for the mission at hand.
You see
I felt a lot of anxiety and apprehension when my friend Iris called me crying
telling me that her husband wanted a divorce. She and her husband Elver
received the sacrament of marriage in 2021. I felt like it was my fault, after
all, I was the one who prepared them for the sacrament of marriage. Ha ha, what
a great job I did, I thought! I obviously did a really sucky job at that as you
can see. Then well Satan himself had his part in it, the prince of lies made
good and well with wreaking his Havok on me making sure he threw in my face the
fact that I was a divorced mom and how in the heck did I think I could lead and
prepare this couple for the sacrament of marriage.
I
started to doubt even my vocation to missions and even worse I forgot that this
wasn’t about me. Which of course was the slinky snake’s little deceitful plan
all along.
Praise
the Lord that during my prayer time one morning, I heard Jesus ask me if I had
a hardened heart. He said did you forget who I am? What I have done for you,
and what I can still do? Hearing those words made me realize that I gave up, I
did in fact have a hardened heart. I didn’t even take Iris’s and Elver’s
problems to the foot of His cross. I was in disbelief that “I”, could do
anything to help. “I”, jumped straight to the conclusion (with help from the
prince of lies of course) that their marriage was doomed to fail because “I”,
was not good enough to save it.
That
little sneaky devil, I tell you gets me every time. “I“, of hardened heart, was
faithless and I had forgotten how important intercessory Prayer was. It wasn’t
“I”, who needed to bring the bread, “I”, simply needed the eyes to see and the
ears to hear and to remember who Jesus is. All of a sudden, I felt
that Jesus had pierced my heart and my soul, like that of St Teresa of Avila
when an arrow of God’s love pierced her heart. My heart felt pierced with the
truth and the immense love Jesus had for not only me but for the love he had
for Iris and Elver.
It was
very much like what we read in Psalm 38:2 “Your arrows have
pierced me, and your hand has come down on me”.
With
that said, I wasted no time in bringing Iris and her husband’s problems to the
foot of the cross. Everyday I prayed for
their marriage and that the graces that they received during the sacrament
would flood their hearts. That the special gifts that they had received would
perfect their love for one another and that, it would strengthen their
indissoluble unity. CCC1642
I
prayed that Jesus would put everything between Iris and her husband in right
order and that he would make their hearts burn for one another again. I
fervently prayed each day that they too would experience a transverberation of
heart. A heart pierced with the truth of his love for both of them and for one
another.
An
angel must have indeed pierced their hearts with the Love of God because it was
just a few short days after I began to intercede for them that they both called
me to tell me that they had reconciled and that they were no longer fighting.
Iris had told me that she could not wait to return home to her husband. And
Elver told me that he just could not live without his wife any longer and that
he remembered that one of his many duties as a husband was to forgive and start
anew each day and that it was the only way that their marriage was going to
work. It was as if their hearts had been healed and made new again,
that in some mystical way, their hearts were both pierced by the same arrow
containing Jesus’s love and they no longer had eyes that could not see or ears
that could not hear! Their hearts had been transformed! Praise be to GOD!
May we
always remember that
Our
prayer acknowledges before God who we are and our need for Him: “we are
creatures who are not our own beginning, not the masters of our adversity, not
our own last end. We are sinners who as Christians know that we have
turned away from the Father. Our petition is always a turning back
to Him.” And so we “ask, beseech, plead, invoke, entreat, cry out”
for each other and all of our needs. (CCC 2629)
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| Elver and Iris on their wedding day in November 2021 |
Saint Teresa of Γvila Pray for us!
Saint Valentine Pray for us!
So that we may always hunger for the Lord and that he will find his way into the depths of our hearts!
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May the Love of Jesus Pierce our hearts!
Love Karen and Gabriel Del Castillo
Mission Post : Cajaruro - Utcubamba- Amazonas - Peru

































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